I see myself at the best in this picture; no reflections; no fake-ness; just me. A little shaky, somewhat blemish, and an imperfect me. If I ever saw myself through my eyes, this is what I would see; this is what how I would appear. But if I see myself through someone's else eyes, I do not really see me. I'd see someone who just looks like me, though is actually very different; someone who is disguised as me.
This picture shows two parts of me. One that is literally me, and the other that is somewhat like me. One half depicts the literal appearance of me; and the other half is 'like' me, but not me.
I am a little misplaced. I am not perfect; but that is how it works. No one needs to be at the point. We are all shuffled and scattered in our lives. It happens so that we can learn to collect ourselves. Everything is deflected, but we are the ones who need to correct. We need to create something out of it that is productive and suitable. That is all it takes.
If ever there was a picture that personified who I'm at my core,
It's surely this one.
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